week 12 not so happy thanksgiving

Over thanksgiving break I lost one of the most important people in my life, my grandfather. We never expected him to go down hilll so quick, he was doing fine on monday but on tuesday is when he got really bad. Wensday came around and I was with my boyfriend at his brothers house, my phone rang around 4 o'clock it was my mom she was crying, I didn't know what was going on, I asked what was wrong she told me she loved me and not to cry but my grandfather had died. When those very word came out of her mouth it felt as if someone had ripped out my heart i couldn't feel anything else, I just sat there in the front room and brokedown. My boyfriend tried his hardest to get me to stop crying and calm down but it didn't work, I finally told him that i wanted to go see my family so we got in my car and went over to my grandparents. As i walked in to the house i felt nothing but sadness and looked at the faces of my family members reality set in i realized that this was actually happening. Some on who I considered a best friend was gone from me i didn't want to believe it that the one person i could talk to about everything with was dead gone from me for what seems like forever. After the man came to take my grandfather away i offically brokedown I could barely breath it felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest I had to leave.
The next day it was thanksgiving everyone was trying to be happy but I knew deep down they were hurting just as much as I was. Throughout the day I just wanted to see my grandpa I didnt want anything else, he was my best friend in the entire world.

week 11

the semester is coming to a close and i think my writing has improve alot since the begining of the semester. I have learned so much from being in Stephanie's class i think that writing is still hard for me to do but it has gotten alot easier for me now i can write a paper and only have a few mistakes with the grammar which is more than what i can say about my spelling, but that is a different story. next semester i hope to do well in my other english class and take what stephanie has taught me with me to that class.

week 9

my writing so far this semester has improved greatly in my own opinion. i have to admitt it has not been easy to do at all but i think it has been fun. going through college right out of high school has been interesting to say the least not just because i am fresh out of high school and i didn't really want to go to college but also because i have spina bifida and it makes it hard to be in class. i try and stay in class the best i can i mean i have gone to class a lot more than i did in high school.